Me-Made May 2015: Week Four!

22/5/15
Day 22: those blue striped socks again! I have one other pair of hand knitted socks, which are bright orange. They’re longer, so they work brilliantly under boots, but these little short ones are perfect for wearing with trainers, or just mooching around the house. When I embark on Operation Sock Drawer (which I really must make a concerted effort to do!), I need to remember to include short socks as well as long ones.

23/5/15
Day 23: That Bra again. I popped it on briefly to go bra shopping, and was met with an interesting conundrum. If this bra is made using the original pattern for a Triumph Doreen… then why doesn’t an actual Triumph Doreen fit me, when this one does? Honestly, bra shopping is a complete mystery to me. Hate, loathe and detest the stupid things.

24/5/15
Day 24: floral jersey dress, McCalls 5924. Made in 2011, and still going strong. For some reason this dress tends to hide itself away in the back of my wardrobe until I’ve forgotten all about it. Every time I spot it and bring it out, I wish I wore it more often! I also have a plain black one, made back in 2009, and that’s still looking great and being worn a lot too! I think I need to look out for some pretty printed jersey fabrics to make a few more of these.

Days 25 & 26: No Me-Mades. The shame! Well, it was a Bank Holiday, we were both feeling a little bit under the weather, and jeans and yoga pants and hiding under a blanket seemed to be the order of the day.

27/5/15
Day 27: Miette! I knitted my Miette cardigan in a tearing hurry during Me-Made-May last year. I was overcome by seeing so many people wearing lovely incarnations of this card that I cast it on and finished it in a matter of weeks. Unfortunately it has a few little… issues… which mean I don’t wear it all that often. Firstly, the yarn is an unpleasant cheap acrylic that’s already gone floppy in the wash. I bought it because it’s BRIGHT PINK and has a sparkly thread running through it, so I was basically powerless to resist. Secondly, as short-waisted as I am, this cardigan’s actually a bit short, even for me. It works over a dress, but not at all with trousers, which is what I wear most often. Third: I don’t think I like seamless construction. I know that’s probably a terrible thing for a knitter to say, but there’s just something I prefer about having proper shoulder seams. Perhaps it makes me look as thought I’ve got Proper Shoulders. (Mine are very narrow and sloping.) Perhaps it’s because I’m so used to dressmaking, and the fact that garments come in pieces that you sew together. Whatever the reason, the neck and shoulders seem very stretched out, and I think the cardigan looks a bit scruffy already. And finally, although it works over some dresses, it doesn’t work over the one dress I particularly wanted to wear it with. Oops. The dress in question is my vintage hibiscus-print shirt dress – and the sleeves on that are actually quite wide. This cardigan fits so tightly that I can’t squeeze anything more roomy than a t-shirt underneath it. As a person who increasingly appreciates the value of roomy clothes, a tight-fitting cardigan is a bit of a nonsense really! Poor Miette.

28/5/15
Day 28: Apparently I only have one terrible photo of this cowl neck fleece tank top. I still have a love-hate relationship with polar fleece. On the one hand, it’s a great ethical material, as it’s (usually) made from recycled plastic bottles. It’s cheap, it’s quite easy to sew with, and it comes in lots and lots of different colours and prints. But at the end of the day it’s a synthetic fabric. It might be warm but it’s also non-breathable, which causes me to overheat, and eventually it goes a bit strange and crispy in the wash. This top has been useful because it’s a great layering piece, but I think I’d actually rather knit something similar instead.

29/5/15
Day 29: White lace “sleep bra”, from instructions in a Singer sewing book on lingerie. I never did make the grey ones I’d intended… this white one, and the pink one I made immediately afterwards, have once again turned out to be not quite right in terms of daily wear. The bodice part on this one reaches almost to my waist, which means that every time I move, it rolls up at the bottom. Very, very annoying. Also, when my fibromyalgia is particularly bad, it can be quite difficult to get a top like this off again without any fastenings. (I can’t always cross my arms around my body, particularly by the end of the day.) So, back to the drawing board yet again, in the search for comfortable underwear.

30/5/15
Day 30: Look! I left the house! For an occasion that wasn’t work!
We went to a local club night (it’s effectively a school disco for middle-aged Indie kids – I really like it) where they had a couple of bands playing. The first band wasn’t really to my taste (and the room was far too small for a band to be mic’d to match a live drum kit!) so I spent half an hour sitting in the corridor outside the toilets. Classy. Loud noises make the fibromyalgia particularly bad, which is why I don’t often go to see live music any more.

Anyway, the outfit!

Using up the very last piece of polyester crushed velvet from my stash (HOO-FLIPPING-RAY!!), I drafted a very basic tunic dress with a little keyhole at the front. The peter pan collar is a remnant from a velvet dress I made back when I very first started sewing gothy things, and it has little silver stars all over it. The dress fastens at the keyhole with a hook and eye, but I need to replace that with a button and loop. It’s held closed in the photo with a great big sparkly skull-and-crossbones brooch. Under the dress are my cotton lawn bloomers, which I love, and don’t wear nearly often enough.

I have two thoughts on this outfit. One: I wish I’d added side seam pockets to the dress. I can’t believe I left them out. Two: Don’t dance the night away whilst wearing polyester velvet. I can’t believe I didn’t learn that during The Goth Years. (I say that as if they’re over. Ha.)

31/5/15
Day 31: Organic cotton pyjamas again. That’s more like it. An afternoon of enforced rest was very much required, having dared to leave the house again on Sunday morning. I guess sometimes you have to learn the hard way that Not Doing Stuff, whilst it might be extremely frustrating, is actually the best way (for me) to maintain any semblance of good health on a daily basis. Still. Some changes are happening which will hopefully improve things on the health front, but for now, a pyjama day was exactly what I needed!

The end!

I’m still thinking about what this year’s Me-Made-May has meant to me, and what it will mean in terms of the things I make for myself in the future. Mostly it’s felt like a bit of a disappointment, in that I’ve had to search for me-mades to wear, rather than being keen to put them on and show them off. That’s a bit sad really, considering the amount of time and money I spend on these things, so clearly a lot more thought is going to be required.

Me-Made-May 2015: Week Three

15/5/15

On to Week Three of Me-Made-May… starting to turn the corner, still wondering why all my Me-Mades are ancient knits. Hmmm.

So, Day Fifteen: socks again! I was doing some voluntary work that involved standing up and walking about all day, so I wanted to be super comfortable while I was doing it. Also I needed to wear a uniform, so this was my only opportunity for a Me-Made that day.

16/5/15

Day Sixteen: Another cheat. I was mostly wearing old jeans and a t-shirt all day, for cleaning the house. I did pop this cardigan on over a smarter outfit, to go to a meeting in the morning, so I’m counting it!

17/5/15

On Day Seventeen my parents came to visit, and I wore my newly-finished Dr Seuss Cirque Dress! I blogged about this the other day, and I’m still keen to make and wear more versions of this dress.

Also – check out my radish harvest! This little lot went home with my parents, but I’ve got plenty more.

18/5/15

Day Eighteen: Grumperina’s Odessa Hat. There was hail. I’m so fed up with wearing woolly hats in the middle of May! Come on, weather. Sort yourself out!

19/5/15

Day Nineteen: I did wear the hat again, but I also wrapped myself up in my favourite clapotis. This one’s in Rowan Silky Tweed, which is smooth, soft, and NOT ITCHY. Hooray!

20/5/15

Day Twenty: Fleecy cowl tank top. I made this last year, and in fact this is last year’s photo because I completely forgot to take a new one. You can see some better photos of it on last year’s blog. I never did get around to making any of these to sell, or any more for myself, although I wear this one quite a lot.

21/5/15

Day Twenty-One: Emergency Bra! It’s not very often that I find myself in need of a white bra, most of my clothes being either black or very loud colours. This was the day I went to do some more massage therapy training, which required two of us to practice on each other, and also to look smart whilst doing so. Thankfully I remembered that I had this stashed away in a drawer – I made it back in 2011, on a Structured Lingerie course at the London College of Fashion.

I have to say that, three weeks in, I’m really not feeling the Me-Made love this year. Perhaps that’s because it’s been a bit of a tricky month (more on that another time), but I’m starting to feel as though I’m hunting for Me-Made thing to put on because I have to, not because I want to. Which begs the question, why aren’t I raring to wear the things I’ve made? I still have one complete wardrobe full of dresses that I haven’t sorted out yet, and that’s because I’m simply not wearing them right now. Maybe that’ll change if the weather ever perks up. Maybe I need to sew some different things that I will wear. But at the moment, my Me-Mades aren’t filling me with very much enthusiasm, which is rather a shame.

Me-Made-May 2015: Week Two

8/5/15

Day Eight of Me-Made-May started off with a hat and a coat. I knitted the turban in 2013, sewing together right before we left the house for a 1940s day. It’s from a Bestway pattern in the V&A’s knitting collection. I was originally concerned that it might look a bit weird to wear this hat outside of a 1940s context. But I like the colour, I like the style, and it’s really comfortable and soft and warm. So if it does look weird, please don’t tell me. I don’t care.

9/5/15

Day Nine was a complete and utter cheat. I’d just finished knitting this shawl, which is shortly going to become a blanket for a friend’s baby. I tried it on for a grand total of five minutes – partly to take some photos for Ravelry, and partly to see whether I wanted to knit another one for myself. I do. It’s gorgeous.

10/5/15

Day Ten was also a little bit of a cheat, in that I made these shorts during the day, and didn’t put them on until I went to bed. Still, they’re pyjamas, and I wore them on the 10th, so it counts. The pattern is one for vintage (well, 1960s) underwear, but without any clue given as to either body size or finished garment measurements, I just had to guess what which size I needed to make. I took a gamble on XL, and they’ve come out a bit too big. I think this size will work nicely in a woven fabric, but for a stretch knit I’ll need to re-trace the pattern down to a size L. (And shorten the waist by about two inches, as they currently come up to my armpits. Cosy!)

11/5/15

Day Eleven: This Loopy Cowl has a matching pair of mittens, that I did dig out for the day, but I seem to have shrunk them as they were a bit tight. I made the mittens and cowl back in 2012, and have barely worn them because they’re SO ITCHY! Another scarf that I can only wear with a polo neck tucked underneath it. Has anybody else had this problem with Rowan Felted Tweed? I’m not allergic to wool, but this stuff’s just so prickly that it drives me mad. I should probably give this away, but the wool and pattern were a gift, and I don’t really want to inflict this level of itchiness onto somebody else! Plus, I like the way it looks, and it is actually quite warm. So perhaps I’ll keep it. (This, right here, is why I have way too much stuff.)

12/5/15

Day Twelve: Another cold one at work, so another big cardigan was required. This was the first pattern I designed and published myself, way back in 2008, though I have since withdrawn it from sale. I need to make some amendments to the collar; it doesn’t sit as nicely around the neck as I’d like it to. It also seems to have shrunk in the wash, as the sleeves are really short now!

(I wasn’t really feeling the selfie-love this week, so a lot of these photos are old ones.)

13/5/15

Day Thirteen: Unlucky for this scarf. It’s my second Clapotis, knitted in 2010, from more gifted yarn. (Rowan Tapestry, this time.) Unfortunately, I put it through the washing machine last year (an act which it had survived quite happily before!) and it’s ended up felted at the ends. This has also made it itchy. Argh! Why do I own so many itchy knitted things?! What should I do with them? But again, I don’t really want to get rid of this one. The yarn was a gift, it took me the best part of six months to knit it, and the colours go with lots of different clothes. Maybe I can live with the felting. And the itching.

14/5/15

Day Fourteen: It’s That Coat Again. Get used to it, as I don’t think it’s going away any time soon! I keep hoping that the weather won’t be warm enough to need it soon, but it’s such a good light weight for popping on over a hoody if it’s cold, or wearing on its own if it’s warm-but-raining – which is was on this day. (I got soaked on the way home from the dentist. Charming.)

Stay tuned for weeks Three and Four!

Me-Made-May 2015: Week One

1/5/15

Oh gosh, it’s been ages, again! I seem to have been very busy lately, though I’m not entirely sure what with. It just seems so much easier these days to pop up on Facebook or Instagram than it does to plonk myself down in front of the Big Computer and write something.

Anyway, I decided to take part in Me-Made-May again this year, as I thought it would fit in quite nicely with the whole wardrobe reshuffle that’s still ongoing.

Day One: Socks! I knitted these in 2012, and they’re still going strong. The short length (because I ran out of wool!) works really well under trainers, and I should definitely get around to knitting myself some more of these.

2/5/15

Day Two: Wurm Hat. The silk-and-wool yarn was a wedding gift from a friend, and I turned it into a hat in 2010. I wear this hat A LOT. It’s a bit bobbly underneath, where it folds over on itself, but I love it anyway.

(Sorry about the terrible photos – they’re all taken on my phone. They look fine if you squint at them and imagine them all about two inches across. Promise.)

3/5/15

Day Three: Spotty Corduroy Coat. I made this in 2009, and wore it for the first time on our engagement photo shoot. (Which I apparently did not blog about. The shame!) The front of my hair was pink to match. After six years, this coat really has been worn to death. One of the snap fasteners is hanging off (and yet I never seem to find five minutes to fix it), and the spots are wearing off the needlecord at the front and round the cuffs. I really need to replace this coat. I’ve bought a new pattern, and I even know which fabric I want to buy. Unfortunately the fabric’s £85 a metre, which means I have a lot more saving up to do until I can afford a whole coat’s worth! So, I keep wearing this one.

4/5/15

Day Four was a poorly-in-pyjamas day. These leggings are made from gorgeously soft organic cotton, but I only had enough to make this peculiar under-the-kneecap length. They were never worn much as a result, as I always felt they were neither here nor there. They do make really comfortable lounging pyjamas though, which is good, as I tend to lounge a lot!

5/5/15

Day Five: I knew I was going to be cold at work (it’s always cold at work), so an enormous jumper was called for. I like this one because I can snuggle down into the enormous polo neck. The lack of sleeves means it fits nicely under a jacket without making me feel like the Michelin Man, so it gets worn quite a lot. Its only down side is its tendency to shed fluff all over everything. this is quite a recent make, all things considered. It took an entire year to make (mostly because it was a very boring knit!), but I finished it in 2013.

6/5/15

Day Six also called for an enormous jumper – this time my bright orange, pink and yellow Huggies cardigan. You can see much better photos of it over here. Another piece from 2009 (it was obviously a good year for both sewing and knitting!), but I think this one’s going to have to go on the “not to be worn in public” pile. The yarn has fared very badly, going bobbly almost immediately. The buttons are too heavy, which has stretched the buttonholes out of shape, and the cardigan itself has gone terribly out of shape with wear. Considering it was expensive stuff, I’m really not impressed! I’d still like to knit another one of these, but I’d definitely make it from a much more stable kind of yarn.

7/5/15

Day Seven turned out to be Election Day, and work had been transformed into a polling station. Once again, I knew it would be cold thanks to the extra visitors coming in through the front doors, so I needed to wear something warm. This is a lovely little Childry shawl, knitted in 2013 from souvenir yarn I bought on a trip to Frome. It looks cute, and it is warm, but unfortunately this yarn is REALLY ITCHY. I can only wear this with a polo neck underneath, which is a bit limiting. I’m half tempted to unravel it and turn it into something else, though I don’t know quite what.

Two thoughts come to mind after the first week.

One: Why is is still so cold at the beginning of May that all I want to wear is big warm jumpers?

Two: Where are all the things I’ve made more recently than 2009?! Well, okay, 2013 was the most recent one, but that’s still two years old! Perhaps I’ll wear more recent things in the following weeks. Watch this space!

Improving on Me-Made May

28/5/14

You may have spotted that I didn’t post very many photos from my Me-Made May escapades. This is partly because I mostly look like some kind of strange triangular bag lady (I like layers, and most of my clothes are comfortable-shaped), and partly because it turns out that I only wear about four outfits, over and over again, with very minor variations. How boring!

28/5/14

Towards the end of the month I made a last-ditch effort to wear some of the smarter clothes in my wardrobe, only to discover that when I put them on… well, suddenly they’re not so smart any more. This dress is now very firmly on the “waiting to be chopped up and turned into something that doesn’t look like a giant floral sack” pile. There’s just no point in wasting time and fabric making clothes that require waist shaping in order to look nice, when waist shaping isn’t something that I actually have myself. Although, having said that, my other vintage dress (also made from an Advance size 18½ pattern without alterations) fitted really well and looked lovely!

17/5/14

See? I still don’t have a waist, but the dress looks smart, not like a huge great cushion’s attacked me while I wasn’t looking. I think this is partly down to the fact that this dress has a smooth skirt rather than miles of pleats. (Also: not a selfie, vintage-style foundation garments, not layered with t-shirts and bloomers and giant boots on account of it being freezing at work.)

Lace crop top

Sadly, even if I did have the budget to wear lovely things from Kiss Me Deadly every day, the fibromyalgia simply wouldn’t allow it. But, the whole Me-Made May experiment did reveal that I am very much lacking in the Me-Made underwear department – despite the fact that I spent plenty of time and money on the London College of Fashion’s Structured Lingerie course back in 2011. I bought this lace when I came back, in a fit of enthusiasm, and it’s been untouched in a box ever since, along with a metre and a half of pink, and four metres of a prettier-than-it-sounds grey. This particular lingerie is about as unstructured as you can get (no wires, no fastenings, nothing), but I used a lot of the skills I learned on the course to make it. The pattern itself is from Sewing Lingerie, a Singer reference book, where it’s described as a “sleep bra”.

The wide stretch lace that I used to make this is actually really affordable, and comes in lots of different colours and patterns. If this one (and the pink one I’ve just finished, and the two or three grey ones I’m going to make next) turn out to be comfortable, I can feel a drawer full of these coming on before Me-Made May next year!

Dress Success!

17/5/14

You remember that whole work/life balance thing that I was talking about the other week? It seems to have toppled over slightly. It happened not least because I was working towards an Inexplicable Emporium stall that took place at work, at our Museums at Night event. The combination of making sure I had enough stock ready on time, coupled with staying out long past my bedtime, and then compounded by an extremely hectic day off, have led to me hobbling to work today with my walking stick, because I was simply too exhausted to stand up all by myself. Oops.

But! The event itself was a fantastic night out, we sold enough stock to make all the effort worthwhile, and I managed to finish my new dress in time to wear it. Phew!
(Note to self: NEVER wear those shoes again. Beautiful, but so uncomfortable. Ouch.)

Advance 8065, 1956 dress pattern

The pattern is Advance 8065, a shirtwaist dress from 1956, in an extremely modern-proportioned size 18½. Next time I need to shorten the back bodice ever so slightly, but otherwise it’s an absolutely perfect fit. And after wondering whether I’d ever wear it again after the Vintage Night, the answer is a very definite yes! The dress was so comfortable, and so easy to wear, that it’s actually going into my work wardrobe rather than my Special Occasions pile.

I only made one alteration to the pattern, and that was to eliminate the side zip. Because the bodice front matches up with the side front skirt seam, it was easy to simply leave that seam open a few inches, add a placket, and then close it again with snap fasteners. Next time I’ll add two more buttons, but I needed to get this one finished in a hurry and didn’t have time to hand-stitch two more buttonholes!

In fact, I enjoyed wearing this dress so much that I may have already bought the fabric for another one… to match my niece’s Christmas dress. Because honestly, how could I resist a navy blue dress that’s COVERED IN BEES, with buttons to match?

Me-Made May, Days 2-6

2/5/14

May 2nd – Grumpy-looking and in the rain. Applied a weird filter to the photo because it has a peculiar streak right across it.

I hate this cardigan. It’s gone all floppy, it’s difficult to wash and dry, and it isn’t warm. I keep it because it goes with everything I own, and I have a cardigan shortage. If I hadn’t been focussing on things I’ve made myself, I’d have worn a plain dark grey cardigan that my Mum knitted for me about twenty years ago.

Dress: Self drafted, loose fitting linen dress with square yoke and deep ruffle at the hem
Petticoat: Self drafted, elastic waist with ruffle at the hem and eyelet lace trim
Cardigan: Eve, in Colinette Giotto (ravel.me/eternalmagpie/e2)
Shoes: Fairysteps

3/5/14

May 3rd – a bit over-excited in a shoe shop!

I just about never wear this jacket, because polar fleece (which it’s lined with) makes me go a bit hot and bothered. This was the first time I’d worn it with the matching psychedelic print belt (identical to the shoes!), and I quite liked it. The bow stayed put, and the belt didn’t slip around even without belt loops to hold it in place. (Yes, I bought the shoes. Obviously.)

Yellow Submarine jacket, Butterick 5254, blogged here:
eternalmagpie.com/blog/2009/10/09/yellow-submarine-jacket/
I may have got a little over excited when I found a pair of matching Vans this morning! 😀

4/5/14

May 4th – a bad selfie that doesn’t even really show the t-shirt. Never mind.

This was a real stretch to wear something me-made. I tend to wallow about in jeans and t-shirts when I’m not at work, and those are all bought from shops. If I hadn’t had this top lurking in the back of the wardrobe, Sunday would have been a me-made fail.

Refashioned t-shirt – removed the sleeves and neck binding, turned a small hem to the outside. Shaped the side seams to make a flared tunic.
(Also: ancient jeans, new Beatles Vans.) 

5/5/14

May 5th – why do I always look weird in photos?!

I hate this cardigan as well. I love the shape of it, but it’s hard to wash and dry, and because it’s chunky yarn its own weight stretches it at the shoulders. It went bobbly almost immediately, and it sheds more hair than the damn rabbit. I heartily do NOT recommend Rowan Polar. (Thankfully I think it’s discontinued now.) I need to re-knit this in a different yarn. Or at a lighter gauge. Or both. The bloomers I love, and I’m especially pleased that they couldn’t have matched the dress better if I’d bought them together!

Dress & slip: Phase Eight (drastically reduced in Debenhams because one strap had come adrift from the slip – nothing a few stitches couldn’t fix.)
Cardigan: Cate in Rowan Polar (ravel.me/eternalmagpie/c1)
Bloomers: adapted from a pyjama pattern (eternalmagpie.com/blog/2013/07/11/blooming-lovely/)
Sandals: Think!

6/5/14

May 6th – I really need to clean my mirror!

I like black and grey stripes. Can you tell? I also like loose, floppy, soft, comfy clothes. Particularly when I’m not feeling well, which is quite often. Every time I wear this cardigan I think “I must chop off the giant ridiculous hood so it’s less bunchy at the shoulders”, and every time it goes in the wash and comes out again and I’m so keen to wear it that I don’t have time to take the scissors to it. I really must get around to that. (I made the stripy part of the sleeves wrong too, so I can’t push them up – the stretch goes lengthways instead of sideways. Oops.) I need to make more cardigans like this. I need to make more leggings too, as these keep falling down. I’m a bit larger than I was when I made them, and they’re a really good heavy jersey with lots of lycra, but they just won’t stay up!

Top: (underneath) New Look – the shop not the pattern company! 😉
Dress: Vintage Vogue 2787 in viscose jersey (eternalmagpie.com/blog/2010/08/19/vogue-2787/)
Leggings: self-drafted
Cardigan: self-drafted
Shoes: Conker (conkershoes.com)

 

General observations…

I don’t know why I thought cutting in a fringe would be a good idea, my hair seems determined not to stay put. Maybe I’ll just grow it out again.

Now I’ve found a handy place to balance the mirror, hopefully the photos will improve.

I should probably smile more. Except that I’m not a very smily person, so smiling at the camera just feels really fake and weird. (And all you can see is TEETH.) But then the one photo of me actually genuinely smiling is definitely my favourite. So I should probably smile more, whether I like it or not.

I’m enjoying looking at other people’s photos and noticing the variations between people who obviously sew things that they want to wear (like leggings, jeans, t-shirts) and those who sew because they want something fancy (like novelty print dresses, jackets, some vintage patterns). I need to find a better balance in this myself – or find a way to wear the fancy stuff more often.

Thanks to a suggestion from Mim at Crinoline Robot, I am now keeping track of Me-Made May via a spreadsheet! As well as noting what I actually wore, I’m also colour coding each item depending on whether it’s handmade by me, handmade by someone else (e.g. my Conker and Fairysteps shoes), was bought or given to me second-hand, or was bought new but is made from organic cotton or in an otherwise ethical manner. So far my biggest “bought in a shop and not even slightly ethically produced” culprits are underwear, jeans and t-shirts. (I do own some organic and Fair Trade tees, but most of mine pre-date me starting to care about that. Which I suppose is ethical in a different way – wearing your clothes to death instead of just chucking them out on a whim.)

I’ve also cast on a new cardigan, as I clearly have a lack of cardigans that I actually like! The one that keeps coming up over and over again in other people’s photos is Miette, so I’m now knitting a pink sparkly short-sleeved one. I don’t think I’ll get it finished before the end of May, but I think it’ll overtake the stripy tank top that I’m sick of wrestling.

So, erm, could try harder? Is that the general consensus? Also, I think it’s a bit weird that I put so much time and effort into choosing patterns and buying fabrics and making clothes… and then I really don’t care at all about what I actually wear every day. Making decisions at 7am is hard.

Me-Made May: A Scruffy Start!

1/5/14

Oh dear. The Me-Made May Flickr group is filling up with all sorts of lovely smart people showing off their finest hand made clothing for the occasion. And then I go and post this.

Typically, yesterday I was wearing an almost entirely me-made outfit. Today, not so much.

  • Trousers: Black cords with buttons on the pockets, John Rocha for Debenhams
  • T-shirt: An ancient black long-sleeved Hanes men’s skinny fit, from back in the days when we used to print t-shirts. (Though this one’s always been plain.)
  • Jumper: Me-Made black fleece cowl-neck tank top.
  • Bracelet: Honey & Ollie, with added dangly bits
  • Glasses: Gok Wan for Specsavers. (I need an eye test soon, which almost certainly means I need new glasses. I’m avoiding that possibility because I love this pair so much and they’ve been discontinued.)

I took the photo at work, in the very untidy cloakroom, because I don’t currently have an accessible full-length mirror at home. I suppose I should remedy that, if I’m supposed to be taking pictures of myself for the rest of the month!

1/5/14

I did have one other bit of hidden me-made goodness though, which was my favourite socks. I love wearing handmade socks, there’s just something so warm and comforting and lovely about them. And yet I only own two pairs, because I keep knitting things for other people at the expense of my own feet! I think I need to be a bit ruthless, and just treat myself to a few new pairs of socks. It’s not as though I have any shortage of sock yarn (a new skein arrived today!), just a shortage of time. (I’m a slow knitter, so socks take ages.)

Comments from the Flickr group have so far been polite, with the key observation being that I look “comfortable”. Which I am, because that’s the entire point of the clothes that I make for myself! Living with fibromyalgia being the literal pain that it is, comfort is of paramount importance. If I want to have enough space in my brain to be able to get on with my life, I need to reduce my external sources of pain as far as possible. Which means comfortable clothes, at all times.

I do think I need to up my game from today’s outfit though. Otherwise “comfortable” could all too easily be synonymous with “frumpy”, “boring”, “shapeless” and “scruffy”. I may well be all of those things in myself, but I don’t necessarily want that to be reflected in my clothes!