Resolutions for 2013…

13/05/2012

No more alcohol
This one will be easy at least until March, as I can’t drink while I’m taking the Amitriptyline anyway. That should be long enough to get me out of the habit of drinking a bottle of Crabbies on a Sunday night and then feeling like a zombie all of Monday from one drink. Not worth it. I don’t go out terribly often (I stopped going to the pub after choir because I was so tired!) so not buying drinks in pubs is easy enough. Although if I do find myself in one, choosing a non-alcoholic drink that isn’t packed full of sugar and caffeine is a bit more tricky. Mind you, most civilised pubs seem to sell tea these days.

Tea

No more coffee
I really like coffee, but it doesn’t like me. I stopped buying takeaway/cafe coffee ages ago, as that amount of milk really disagrees with me (and they cost a fortune!), but I do occasionally succumb to coffee at work. Which is awful, because it’s cheap nasty granules, and the decaf’s even worse. In fact, switching to decaf doesn’t help because it still upsets my stomach and gives me headaches. I already have a box of peppermint and a box of chai teabags on my desk, so I really have no excuse for ever drinking coffee at work. At home, the jar of instant that we buy whenever my parents come over really needs throwing out anyway. I might replace it with a small pack of fairtrade filter coffee (and buy a couple of in-cup filters or a cafetiere) so that guests can have nice coffee that I won’t be bothered to make for myself. (And when it inevitably goes off, undrunk, in the back of the fridge, I can use it to dye fabric with!) And it’s not as though I have a shortage of other things to drink…

Tea dyed fabrics

Never waste a tea bag!
I started saving my herbal tea bags and freezing them, so that I could dye fabric with them when I had enough. Except that at some point I forgot about that, and we’ve just been chucking them out. I need to make up a bunch of freezer bags, each labelled with a particular kind of tea, so that it’s really easy to take the bag out of the mug and chuck it in the freezer. I’ve also just had a slightly mad idea about carrying around little organic cotton squares with me, so that if I have a cup of tea when I’m out and about, I can pop the teabag onto the fabric when I take it out of my tea, and at the end of the tea-drinking I can ditch the teabag but keep the little square of partially dyed fabric. (Which will be damp. In my handbag. Lovely.) I have an idea about making a “my year in tea” quilt with the pieces, but I’m absolutely certain that will never ever happen!

Walk in the woods

Walk home
At least to begin with, I’m not going to be well enough to walk to work, do the work, then walk home again. But I can probably catch the bus, do the work, and then walk home. This gives me time outside, boosts the vitamin D (weather permitting!), and helps me to get fit again. From town it’s about an hour and a quarter, from work about an hour, and from campus about 45 minutes. (All uphill.) And if I forget my waterproofs and get soaked, then at least I’ll be at home and can get changed, instead of dripping my way through work all day. The most difficult thing with this one will be motivation, especially while it’s still so dark and wet. Much easier to get the bus. But Dr Chan recommended gentle exercise, such as normal walking. And if I can’t do every day to begin with, that’s fine. I’ll do what I can.

TM Lewin Shirts

Don’t Buy Stuff
If it’s not handmade, organic, ethically produced or second-hand, don’t buy it. If I don’t look in high street shops, and don’t look on TM Lewin’s website, I won’t know what’s out there, so I can’t waste time coveting it. I can set up searches on Ebay for things I really want (like the gorgeous Monsoon jumper with a tree on it that my sister was wearing over Christmas and is sold out in every size and colour), and make the majority of things for myself.
Note to self: this includes fabric and dress patterns. Knitting yarn is negotiable, as I can’t afford a jumper’s worth of handmade!

Lush Henna...

Walk the talk
Stop just collecting ancient almost-empty deodorant tubes and fossilised bits of soap, and actually get around to recycling them. Make tutorials, blog about it, show how easy it can be. When the current pots of Lush hand cream and moisturiser run out, make some. Share recipes. Also, throw out any old half-used tubes of stuff that are probably full of bacteria and yuck by now. (Save any useful jars though!) Go through the ever-increasing collection of aromatherapy, natural remedy and herbalism books, and actually read them! Or give them back to Oxfam. There probably isn’t a prize for owning the most copies of Culpeper. (Especially when they’re all cheap editions from the 1980s.)

Recap from 2012…
I think the only resolution I’ve actually managed to keep from last year has been stop messing with my hair. Well, for a certain value of “messing with”, anyway. I have cut in a fringe and shaved an undercut… but I haven’t bleached it or dyed it a funny colour, and I’ve let the top layer grow. My intention is to continue not messing with it, except for henna if I can be bothered, and one decent haircut to get rid of the last remaining inch of bleach damage.

Most of these resolutions are things I’ve been thinking about, or doing a bit half-heartedly, for ages anyway. Hopefully the beginning of a New Year will encourage me to actually make the effort!

Knitting Update…

Owl Wrist Warmers

The run-up to Christmas is always the same for me. Deciding far too late that I want to knit something far too ambitious, and then wrapping it up in such a hurry that I forget all about taking photographs. This year I did remember to take pictures of a couple of things, so here they are!

These are the Owl Wrist Warmers from issue 21 of Mollie Makes. I’m not a regular reader of Mollie Makes, but I saw this pattern on the front and knew it would make a lovely Christmas present, so I snapped it up. They’re made from one ball of Sirdar Click, and the only alteration I made was to mirror the cables on each cuff. (I’m fussy like that.) The hardest part (apart from wrestling double-pointed needles, which I still dislike) was sewing on the little buttons so that the owls didn’t look too cross-eyed!

Childry Shawl

This is Childry, from Issue 100 of Simply Knitting – well, from the booklet of extra patterns that came with it. The recommended yarn is Fyberspates Scrumptious 4-ply, which I didn’t have, so I went for 2 balls of Regia sock yarn in one of the Kaffe Fassett colourways. You can wear it either way round – with the point at the front it’s ideal for filling in the annoying little gap at the top of a coat.

Childry Shawl

This way round, it’s held together with a sparkly little hairclip from Accessorize. I must admit that I thought I was going to die of boredom while I was knitting this. Because it all garter stitch all the time, it’s wonderfully easy and the self-striping yarn does all the work of making it look pretty. But the row where you start with 250 stitches and then work k1, yo, k1 into every stitch, leaving you with a count of 750… that ruffle took some getting through. And then, in my infinite wisdom, I decided to do a picot cast off! Which looks lovely, and I’m very pleased with it, but it took three evenings to get the shawl cast off and finished.

And of course, being a sucker for punishment, I immediately cast on to make another one for myself. Mine will be made from some Mystery Colinette that I’ve tried to knit a bunch of times without success, but which I think will be perfect for this.

7/07/2012

I also finished knitting these socks…

Stripy Sock

and these socks…

Noro Kureyon

but not these socks. I’m about half way through the second one, and they’ll hopefully be a birthday gift if I can get them finished in the next ten days.

Currently on the needles are:

  • The Noro socks above
  • The aforementioned Mystery Colinette Childry shawl
  • A black and silver sparkly cardigan
  • A complicated lace jumper that I can only knit when alone in the house
  • Two horrible peach shawls that I’m probably going to unravel soon

That should keep me busy for a while… until I decide I’m bored of them all and cast on something else!

Merry Christmas!

Milly's Christmas Doll

This little lady is my niece’s Christmas present, dressed in a very festive outfit!

The pattern is Simplicity 1900, and I’m pretty pleased with how she’s turned out. It was a little bit fiddly though – I don’t know whether I sewed the doll together with too-large seam allowances, but the arms were impossible to turn through and I had to re-draw them and try again. Some of the clothes are also coming out too big, which suggests that I’ve sewed the doll a bit too small. She’s also a bit wonky – I managed to sew one arm on about a centimetre higher than the other. Oops.

Turquoise Dress

This outfit’s a bit of a sentimental one. The fabric is a tiny remnant left over from a dress that was made for my Mum when she was a child. Hopefully she’ll enjoy seeing it being worn by her granddaughter’s doll.

I also made a pair of little doll-sized bloomers, trimmed with lace, as the pattern didn’t come with any pants. How rude!

Milly opened her presents yesterday while we were visiting, and the doll seemed to go down well. Her current favourite game is getting everyone to take a jumper on and off a teddy bear, so a doll whose dresses and shoes (and pants!) could be taken on and off was pretty good.

Although five little pairs of socks (for Milly, not for the doll!) were even more popular – they were tried on by the doll, the bear, a bunny and a hippo. Who knew socks could be so much fun?

Fibromyalgia and Vitamin D

Vitamin D

This photo looks how I feel: rubbish, and a bit fuzzy.

I don’t want to get into a habit of posting about being ill (I do enough whingeing about that at the best of times), but the last time I did mention it a few of you were kind enough to get in touch, so I thought it would be nice to let you know what’s been going on.

I’ve had a bunch of tests – I scored 18/18 for fibromyalgia tender points – top marks for me! This basically means that I went OUCH every time the doctor prodded me in the 18 test places. Including under my shoulderblades, which is a place I don’t tend to get touched, so that one was a bit of a surprise! I also had lots of blood tests done. So many that I felt a bit like Tony Hancock. (“A pint? That’s very nearly an armful!”)

The results came back today – mostly clear, which was nice. No inflammation markers, no signs of connective tissue disease. Phew. One more test to go (an ultrasound on my worst wrist), but rheumatoid arthritis and lupus are pretty much ruled out. Excellent.

The one that did come back a bit surprising was the test for vitamin D. The usual levels are between 50 and 200 (50 and 200 what, I don’t know), but mine were, rather startlingly, 11. Eleven. Which is not enough, by quite a long way! It’s common for people in the UK to have low levels of vitamin D because the weather’s not exactly sunny (especially this year), but even “low” usually means around 40. Not eleven.

Symptoms of vitamin D deficiency can include things like joint, bone and muscle pains, chronic fatigue, and confusion. Which explains a lot. Thankfully it’s extremely easy to sort out! I’m now taking vitamin D tablets for 500% of the RDA, which I’ll do for the next six months. After that I should be a) feeling much better (fingers crossed!) and b) able to go down to a more sensible maintenance dose.

As for the fibromyalgia, the hope is that once the pain from the lack of vitamin D is under control, it’ll be a lot easier to manage. In the meantime I have three months’ worth of a very low dose of amitriptyline (10mg) which will hopefully help to break the pain cycle that’s going on between my body and brain.

I also have advice about diet and exercise and acupuncture and generally looking after myself, which should hopefully all help too.

So, I can expect to continue feeling a bit rubbish for a while, but once the vitamins start to kick in, hopefully all will be well. Hooray!

To shop, or not to shop


Image © Zara

Yesterday I went shopping, and did not buy this silk blouse with hot air balloons and air ships all over it from Zara. I also did not buy two tops with skulls on them from H&M, and a pair of Thundercats Converse from Schuh.

I did buy four pairs of stripy over-the-knee socks, and a bright yellow skirt.

Yellow wool skirt

It’s calf length, 75% wool 25% nylon, fully lined, with pockets in the side seams. Smells a little bit of mothballs now I’ve ironed it (yes, believe it or not I did iron it before I took this picture – clearly not hard enough!), but that’s nothing that a little wash won’t fix. And it shows that somebody’s bothered to look after it. The label says “Yessica” which, if memory serves, is 1980s C&A. It cost a grand total of £6, from the Sue Ryder shop.

I have a sneaky suspicion that this skirt will sit in my wardrobe (along with the tweedy one I bought in May) and be relegated to “vaguely Steampunk dressing-up”. Which would be sad, as it’s a really lovely skirt, great quality, and with details that I really like.

So, why buy the skirt that won’t get worn, and not the blouse that will?

I’ve been trying very hard not to buy mass-produced things from chain stores this year. The biggest exception has been my ever-increasing collection of TM Lewin shirts, but I think I’ve got enough now to last me a good few years. (She says, having just looked at the website and seen a purple flowery one, and a blue one with birds… both reduced from £85 to £20… argh!)

So whilst the hot air balloon blouse is lovely, and silk, and would in fact look great with this yellow skirt… and the skull tops from H&M were just generally awesome (I’m still a sucker for anything with skulls on it)… and the Thundercats Converse were hilarious… they’re all mass-produced, fast fashion, and designed to be disposable. And I don’t want that from my clothes any more.

I’d always thought I wasn’t one to worry about what other people thought of my clothes (see: yellow coat, silly prints, bow ties, gold boots, pink hair, Being A Goth), but I think part of my reluctance to wear skirts like this and my tweedy one is the fear that people might look at me funny. I had a teacher at middle school (anyone remember Mrs Trubshaw?) who was widely ridiculed for wearing unusual clothes, including an a-line skirt with a forest design appliqued round the hem, which a) I would now kill for, and b) was probably actually quite fashionable in the mid 1980s. As kids, we were absolutely horrible to her, and I’m basically afraid of being treated the same way. Which is silly really, because if I coped with people shouting at me in the street when my hair was pink, I’m sure I can deal with a few sideways glances at a yellow skirt.

Perhaps one of my resolutions for 2013 should be to stop falling back into the comfortable trap of jeans and t-shirts, and start putting more effort into wearing the clothes that I really love.

Garden in the frost

MERL Garden

I seem to be going through a phase of taking only terrible photos of my sewing (possibly because it’s so damned dark out here in the Shed), so I braved the frost yesterday and took a few pictures in the garden at work.

Frosty flowerhead

I’m still using my camera completely on automatic, until I can afford an update to Lightroom. Then I’ll set it to manual, start shooting RAW files, and edit away to my little heart’s content!

MERL Garden

I’m really lucky in that the Museum of English Rural Life‘s garden is beautiful at any time of year. It’s open whenever the museum’s open, and it would be lovely if more people wanted to come and take pictures of it!

Frosty rosehips

These are the same rosehips I photographed back in October – see, I didn’t pick all of them for dyeing with! Which reminds me, the ones I did pick are still sitting in the freezer, waiting for me to find the time to do something with them.

Fennel

I think this is fennel, silhouetted dramatically against the sky. Well, that was the idea, anyway. I think Skycarrots’ silhouettes are much more dramatic than mine! Hers are hemlock, and they look very ethereal.

Frosty rosebud

Unbelievably, there are still lots of buds on some of the rose bushes. I love the delicate pink tips of this one, and its tiny string of frosted bunting.

Frosty spiderweb

And last but not least, that clichéd frosty morning photo of a spiderweb! Two days of heavy hoar frost has broken most of the webs into tatters, but this particular bush was absolutely covered in them.

One of my intentions for next year is to really try and make the most of this new camera, so hopefully there’ll be a lot more photo posts coming up in 2013!

Birds and Bees…

Birds and Bees

We haven’t got enough space to put up our Christmas tree this year, so I wanted to try and make the house look a little bit festive with some other decorations. I’ve been coveting these tiny sparkly birds ever since I first spotted them, so I decided that a Christmas wreath was as good an excuse as any to go out and buy a set.

These are the ingredients:

The birds and bees are all on little clips, so it was just a question of positioning them on the wreath and speading them out neatly. Easy peasy, took about ten minutes, and required absolutely no crafty or artistic skills at all!

Once I’d added up all the bits, £21.98 seemed like a lot of money for what looks like a few twigs with some chocolate wrappers chucked at them. But it looks very sweet (no pun intended), and I can put it away safely in a box at the end of the season to be used in future years.

Actually, as it doesn’t really look all that Christmassy, I might just relocate it to the Shed and leave it up all the time. It feels like better value for money if I can look at it every day, rather than just for one twelfth of the year!

Tumblr: November Archive

Here’s my Tumblr archive for November…

You can see the archive in more detail, here.